Sometimes when I cannot see the “way” ahead and I know faith is needed, I go to my sacred space and I ask the Spirit hold me. Because I cannot see the future (I’m not God) I turn to God and wait for further instructions.
Today was one of those days.
I was in a dark foggy place but I could see a light ahead. There was a shadow in the light. The Spirit surrounded me and I knew I was covered, especially from behind. I also knew I needed to have faith, let go of my fear, and walk in the Spirit.
I took one step, then another. Each step takes me closer to the light. Since I don’t know what the future holds each step feels like a huge step of faith. I inch forward toward the light.
I do not know how long I will be in this sacred space. I do not know why I am here. I do have a sense of grief but I’m not sure why.
We all face times of uncertainty. It’s a faith building time. We walk forward in the fog and we know God goes before us and is behind us. I can’t say I like the unknown but I do like knowing God goes before me and is behind me.
For now...it is what it is.
In God, Deborah
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